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I love that game!
I love that evil game! I won 10 little tubs this time and all night I had dreams of fish and Pachinko! Ha ha. Addiction is wierd. There's no way I'm going to succumb this time. That money is mine dood. Bring on the desire and cravings, and I'll laugh in their face. That money is mine dood. Pleeeeease let me keep it!! There's this Koan about a monk who comes to enlightenment and his first words are "I can't be deceived!". That's cool I think. The desire is caused and created by me and is little pulses of electricity telling me to do something because I have a memory of it being nice. But then I don't have to be deceived by these pulses, do I? Infact, my brain should be telling me to not desire it because I know I'll lose my winnings. But unfortunately my brain isn't so clever...
Today we're going to watch Big Fish, Tim Burton's new film. I hope it's good.
Tomorrow, if the weather's nice I'm going hiking.
Things that I like
Hitting a clean drive at golf
Hitting a passing shot at tennis
A nice moving heartfelt tune by The Pumpkins, Grandaddy, Badly Drawn Boy, Pavement,Bright Eyes, Divine Comedy, Stone Roses...
Other people's acts of kindness
The Office
Zazen
Trees and mountains
Tatami flooring
Hot baths
A nice film like Mullholland Drive, Fight Club, Donnie Darko, Shawshank Redemption...
Playing the guitar
Normal people who are normal
Wierd people who are normal
The smell of rain
Snowboaring on a sunny day
Travelling to new places
Games
Sweating
Getting up early with nothing to do
Reminicing of times that maybe didn't really happen
posted by PA on Saturday, May 22, 2004
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